Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Somehow, I can't help feeling sleepy and lethargic, just plain tired.
Tired, mentally you called it. But I really not in any mood to do anything. Nothing seems to really excite me much, (erm... am I that "cold-bloded'?)Well, good question that I have ask myself for dozen time! With no answer of course.
By chance, was talking to my fellow temp colleague and he mentioned about this blog, and I got there. Somehow or rather, I'm kinda inspired by the writer. Really, an able, healthy person like me really should be more "alive"! I feel the passion, the optimism, and even engery from a cancer patient when reading her blog!
That's really something that strike me. Hmmm.... went toliet (my 'favourite' place at work)* and did some reflection, thinking... whatever you call it. And here I'm blogging my thoughts and whatever that comes through my mind.
Had this sudden urge to do something that is so "not right".
"What do you think if I were to resign now? Just quit and no nothing - when market in not good/ recession/ bla bla bla"
"I feel like changing job in other sector after I got my degree... " but its doesnt sounds right coz its definitely a No-No base on "our common logic" coz my cert is more for finance area"
Crap..... -__-
Hmmm.... was feeling rather guilty since I'm back from my blocked leave. My colleagues seem to be busy, but I'm rather relax, nothing on hands. As usual, don't feel good when I have "nothing to do". But I have decided to just sit and wait for arrows to come rather than volunteering my help. Now that I have two more temp colleague from other department, who are really of good help (those ppl that can work), "life is better" (less load). Gonna enjoy it "while it last" as they will be leaving this month end =( And I will be back to hell.... sob sob... 2 weeks of "vacation" is good! Hee....
(my 'favourite' place at work)*
- it's the only place that I can have some quite moment for myself. Purely, stictly time for myself! "Time alone" I called it. Haa! Where else am I to find such perfect place in this office building? I really should have consider giving staff suggestion to have a "mini - garden" at the roof top! It will be wonderful to have one - for those to have some "fresh air" and time alone to "think through". Once again, am glad that my ex-company had one (though the air arent that fresh).
Tired, mentally you called it. But I really not in any mood to do anything. Nothing seems to really excite me much, (erm... am I that "cold-bloded'?)Well, good question that I have ask myself for dozen time! With no answer of course.
By chance, was talking to my fellow temp colleague and he mentioned about this blog, and I got there. Somehow or rather, I'm kinda inspired by the writer. Really, an able, healthy person like me really should be more "alive"! I feel the passion, the optimism, and even engery from a cancer patient when reading her blog!
That's really something that strike me. Hmmm.... went toliet (my 'favourite' place at work)* and did some reflection, thinking... whatever you call it. And here I'm blogging my thoughts and whatever that comes through my mind.
Had this sudden urge to do something that is so "not right".
"What do you think if I were to resign now? Just quit and no nothing - when market in not good/ recession/ bla bla bla"
"I feel like changing job in other sector after I got my degree... " but its doesnt sounds right coz its definitely a No-No base on "our common logic" coz my cert is more for finance area"
Crap..... -__-
Hmmm.... was feeling rather guilty since I'm back from my blocked leave. My colleagues seem to be busy, but I'm rather relax, nothing on hands. As usual, don't feel good when I have "nothing to do". But I have decided to just sit and wait for arrows to come rather than volunteering my help. Now that I have two more temp colleague from other department, who are really of good help (those ppl that can work), "life is better" (less load). Gonna enjoy it "while it last" as they will be leaving this month end =( And I will be back to hell.... sob sob... 2 weeks of "vacation" is good! Hee....
(my 'favourite' place at work)*
- it's the only place that I can have some quite moment for myself. Purely, stictly time for myself! "Time alone" I called it. Haa! Where else am I to find such perfect place in this office building? I really should have consider giving staff suggestion to have a "mini - garden" at the roof top! It will be wonderful to have one - for those to have some "fresh air" and time alone to "think through". Once again, am glad that my ex-company had one (though the air arent that fresh).
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