Friday, December 16, 2005
♥ Birthday
Didn't really celebrate it on the day itself. Had a long and tired day at work, then had a dinner with my family - And that's how I celebrate my 21st birthday. Sounds boring??
Seriously, I think I am really kinda tired. Tired to the extend that I didn't even bother much to celebrate the so called "21st birthday". Don't feel any different at all, just like a normal birthday to me. So sad.... As I grow older, I don't have any special feeling for my own birthday. It was like "yah another yr, like that lor, meet up with friends, eat bla bla bla, the usual stuff..." And doesn't that sounds like the normal usual things we did in daily life? Just that you had a cake, and you make a wish then blow the candles.
Oh no I feel that I sounds so pessimistic, seems like life has lost it's meaning And i have not much days left that kind of thing. Hmmm.... I should go and find something that I have passion in, then maybe I will sounds better and more "alive".
Seriously, I think I am really kinda tired. Tired to the extend that I didn't even bother much to celebrate the so called "21st birthday". Don't feel any different at all, just like a normal birthday to me. So sad.... As I grow older, I don't have any special feeling for my own birthday. It was like "yah another yr, like that lor, meet up with friends, eat bla bla bla, the usual stuff..." And doesn't that sounds like the normal usual things we did in daily life? Just that you had a cake, and you make a wish then blow the candles.
Oh no I feel that I sounds so pessimistic, seems like life has lost it's meaning And i have not much days left that kind of thing. Hmmm.... I should go and find something that I have passion in, then maybe I will sounds better and more "alive".
12:32 PM
