Wednesday, May 09, 2007
♥ suppose to post this last week =P
Hmm... Rather stagnant now..... somehow no urge to blog =P
Argh... looking at this week, its gonna be another busy-boring one! Something interesting please???!!!
Met Sw yesterday for dinner, she super low mood coz of SOMEONE loh.... Haiz.. fan fan... v fan... So funny, when we meet up, we always end up in imaging funny things, lots of diiferent scenes, and HA! I realised we will end up "hai"ing!!! Guess we are feeling the same - bored with life!!!
Feeling low, so monotaneous. Man.. I beginning to question myself a lot recently on lots of thing. I guess I am not happy with what I am doing now.... ANd the thoughts of starting school in July really made me feel so sick!!! Its kinda a 100 nos in my mind but I am forcing myself to go!!! And to think I will have to endure it for 2 years! Sux!!! Not that I have any special interest in Econ n Finance, its juz the "typical, practical" way of thinking that WE all have --> get that degree! Econ n finacne is gd.... blah blah blah... those so typical ways EVERYONE was MADE/ MOLD to think. Arghhh.... I think its really an agony, PURE agony!!! I am NOT doing the things I like, I am NOT studying the course I like, I am NOT really happy with the job, I am NOT feeling good on what I am doing now!!!!!
wrong wrong wrong!
What do I want???
Can what I want happen? Can I REALLY do what I want?
~pondering~
Argh... looking at this week, its gonna be another busy-boring one! Something interesting please???!!!
Met Sw yesterday for dinner, she super low mood coz of SOMEONE loh.... Haiz.. fan fan... v fan... So funny, when we meet up, we always end up in imaging funny things, lots of diiferent scenes, and HA! I realised we will end up "hai"ing!!! Guess we are feeling the same - bored with life!!!
Feeling low, so monotaneous. Man.. I beginning to question myself a lot recently on lots of thing. I guess I am not happy with what I am doing now.... ANd the thoughts of starting school in July really made me feel so sick!!! Its kinda a 100 nos in my mind but I am forcing myself to go!!! And to think I will have to endure it for 2 years! Sux!!! Not that I have any special interest in Econ n Finance, its juz the "typical, practical" way of thinking that WE all have --> get that degree! Econ n finacne is gd.... blah blah blah... those so typical ways EVERYONE was MADE/ MOLD to think. Arghhh.... I think its really an agony, PURE agony!!! I am NOT doing the things I like, I am NOT studying the course I like, I am NOT really happy with the job, I am NOT feeling good on what I am doing now!!!!!
wrong wrong wrong!
What do I want???
Can what I want happen? Can I REALLY do what I want?
~pondering~
2:51 PM
