Thursday, September 03, 2009
♥ Bomb, then follow by nuclear!
What happened today had shaken me so much. The statement came just like falling bombs. I thought that was enough to affect and end my day. But I was wrong, what comes next is, a nuclear!!! Impacting me more than the early half....
After a more than an hour talk, filled with surprises, realisation and shock.
I have come to realise this....
To manipulate is a skill, & to see through manipulation is an Art.
I reserved my benefit of doubts. But still, certain facts are speaking out loud. I seem to have just waken up from a 2 years dream. Perhaps, with more sharpening, I will have lesser of such dreams, I don't have that much of years to spare!
What appears to be a 1.2 meter deep swimming pool end up to be a 5 meter deep pool! Have never thought that it will get that deep. How foolish I was to think that it's actually 1.2 meter deep while others thought it's just a puddle of water, when in fact it's deeper than I perceived.
Well, whatever it is, grateful for the talk. It had indeed enlighten me by a lot.
It was quite a lot to digest though, but going through it bits by bits helps piecing up the picture. And it all boils down to the self-centeredness of an individual which I had found out much earlier, but never occurs to me that it had such deep impact!
It's both scary and eerie how one can move from self-centeredness to defensiveness and how one thing leads to another. The next thing you know, it's a formation of a series of evil thoughts and actions! And manipulation is, but one of the tools used.
I do certainly hope that I will attain the art of seeing through manipulation soon, no matter how carefully conceal it is.
Ps. Woman are petty, never offend one.
After a more than an hour talk, filled with surprises, realisation and shock.
I have come to realise this....
To manipulate is a skill, & to see through manipulation is an Art.
I reserved my benefit of doubts. But still, certain facts are speaking out loud. I seem to have just waken up from a 2 years dream. Perhaps, with more sharpening, I will have lesser of such dreams, I don't have that much of years to spare!
What appears to be a 1.2 meter deep swimming pool end up to be a 5 meter deep pool! Have never thought that it will get that deep. How foolish I was to think that it's actually 1.2 meter deep while others thought it's just a puddle of water, when in fact it's deeper than I perceived.
Well, whatever it is, grateful for the talk. It had indeed enlighten me by a lot.
It was quite a lot to digest though, but going through it bits by bits helps piecing up the picture. And it all boils down to the self-centeredness of an individual which I had found out much earlier, but never occurs to me that it had such deep impact!
It's both scary and eerie how one can move from self-centeredness to defensiveness and how one thing leads to another. The next thing you know, it's a formation of a series of evil thoughts and actions! And manipulation is, but one of the tools used.
I do certainly hope that I will attain the art of seeing through manipulation soon, no matter how carefully conceal it is.
Ps. Woman are petty, never offend one.
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