Wednesday, September 08, 2010
♥ Attached.....
With my partner beside me, the cozy rainy sleepy mood and being force to stay awake.... That's how I decided to keep myself awake by doing something such as letting my thoughts flow and typing away to make myself awake!!!! Have a thought that flow through my mind this morning, what a nice timing that I can "pen" it down...
Today is the anniversary of my grandpa. And the fact is, I don't actually remember it! I know it's today because my aunt called and ask if mum is coming back for the praying. Unfilial you call it? But, what's the point of remembering? A date is a date, and it only comes with a meaning when one painted something on the date. Else, it means nothing. Does it matter that I remember it or not? So what it I remember it? The truth about it - My grandpa is no longer around in this world. So it doesn't matter if I remember the death anniversay or not?
Well, it occurs to me that, sometime, in fact, it's the person who have left this mortal world that I appear in my mind so frequent. I think about them pretty often, or rather, much more often than those who were alive. Ironic isn't it? But that's really the truth. It always amazed me how one can leave such a deep memory behind on those who are still alive. Actually it's after he is gone that I realised he had such big impact in my life. Something that I have never even thought of when he was alive. Trust me, I never know he plays such an important role in my life.
~I saw a bicycle, a parent or grandparent pillion the kid and it reminds me of him. - I still remember how its feels to be pillion on a bicycle (front or back).
~When I cycle, I thought of him - Thanks to him, I cycled well.
~I walk pass or see a playground and I though of him... - thats the place where I played and he read the newspaper
~I watched soccer match and reminds me of him. - He does have an interest in sport
~"Wheel of fortune" programme reminds me of him - He loves this programme. Recently saw an iphone apps on "wheel of fortune" & it reminds me of him.
~Swimming reminds me of him... - Always there with the hot milo after my swimming lesson =)
~fishes reminds me of him... - one of his favourite past time, fighting fish!
~bird reminds me of him... - Another pet of his...
And these is what that keep him so alive and living! He was so awesome in such a unique way! Cant believed that so much of him is in my memory and stuff I do. How can he not be alive in me when most thing I come across now - what I touch, see, experience reminds me of? When I thought of him through all these, I feel no saddness. But the warm and comfort of remembering someone and that someone is so close to my heart. Hence, everyday or anyday can be an anniversary - to remember him.
Like what's mentioned in the book "the little prince". The word is "Attached". The little prince had tamed the author and he felt attached.
Today is the anniversary of my grandpa. And the fact is, I don't actually remember it! I know it's today because my aunt called and ask if mum is coming back for the praying. Unfilial you call it? But, what's the point of remembering? A date is a date, and it only comes with a meaning when one painted something on the date. Else, it means nothing. Does it matter that I remember it or not? So what it I remember it? The truth about it - My grandpa is no longer around in this world. So it doesn't matter if I remember the death anniversay or not?
Well, it occurs to me that, sometime, in fact, it's the person who have left this mortal world that I appear in my mind so frequent. I think about them pretty often, or rather, much more often than those who were alive. Ironic isn't it? But that's really the truth. It always amazed me how one can leave such a deep memory behind on those who are still alive. Actually it's after he is gone that I realised he had such big impact in my life. Something that I have never even thought of when he was alive. Trust me, I never know he plays such an important role in my life.
~I saw a bicycle, a parent or grandparent pillion the kid and it reminds me of him. - I still remember how its feels to be pillion on a bicycle (front or back).
~When I cycle, I thought of him - Thanks to him, I cycled well.
~I walk pass or see a playground and I though of him... - thats the place where I played and he read the newspaper
~I watched soccer match and reminds me of him. - He does have an interest in sport
~"Wheel of fortune" programme reminds me of him - He loves this programme. Recently saw an iphone apps on "wheel of fortune" & it reminds me of him.
~Swimming reminds me of him... - Always there with the hot milo after my swimming lesson =)
~fishes reminds me of him... - one of his favourite past time, fighting fish!
~bird reminds me of him... - Another pet of his...
And these is what that keep him so alive and living! He was so awesome in such a unique way! Cant believed that so much of him is in my memory and stuff I do. How can he not be alive in me when most thing I come across now - what I touch, see, experience reminds me of? When I thought of him through all these, I feel no saddness. But the warm and comfort of remembering someone and that someone is so close to my heart. Hence, everyday or anyday can be an anniversary - to remember him.
Like what's mentioned in the book "the little prince". The word is "Attached". The little prince had tamed the author and he felt attached.
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